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Nobody Knows (Pink)

Yep. Saya suka deh dengan penyanyi satu ini. Pertama kali liat Pink tuh waktu dia nongol di Emtivi dengan lagu Most Girl. Dueeengggg… buat yang udah liat klip musiknya, tau dong, gagak perkakas banget dia ya :D suka deh, dengan gayanya. Kayaknya pesan bahwa cewek tuh harus kuat dan gak menye-menye tuh nampol banget di kepala saya yang saat itu masih sekolah dan kinyis-kinyis :) ..and when was that, about 20 years ago?? 

Tapi walo sekarang saya udah gak kinyis-kinyis lagi, tetep kok saya suka ama Pink. Banyak banget lagu-lagunya yang bikin saya ngerasa “gue banget, nih!”. I feel connected. She understood me so well.

Salah satunya yang satu ini. Mau mewek aja pas liat klipnya di sini.

Yang mau ikutan nyanyi, ini contekannya :)

Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I’m asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows noNobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret’s safe with me
There’s nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don’t it feel like I’m all alone
Who’s gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I’ve lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It’s win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

Baby
Oh the secret’s safe with me
There’s nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don’t it feel like I’m all alone
Who’s gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I’ve lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I’ll be there my friend
I’ll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I’m lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me

Ehtapi ga usah ikutan mewek lho :) Just like she sang in her other song,  just because it burns doesn’t mean you’re gonna die. You’ve gotta get up and try, and try, and try…
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bikin back up

Kemaren ikutan kaget pas ada temen yang blognya kena hack. Wah, kalo blog saya dihack dan gak bisa diakses lagi, kayanya bakal nangis-nangis sih :) secara blog ini udah lumayan lama. Dari tahun 2009, lho. Lama juga ya. Dan saya gak pernah tuh bikin ulang tahun blog segala, hehehe. Dulu pernah dirayain dengan cara ganti themes setiap tahun. Tapi trus lupa, dan ganti themesnya ya kalo pengen aja. Gak perlu nunggu ulang tahun blog dulu :P

Emang sih, isinya cuma ocehan-ocehan gak penting. Tapiiiiii oh semuanya sangat berarti buat saya. Jadi tolong ya para hacker, blog ini jangan diapa-apain. Cuma blog emak-emak biasa, gak penting banget lah buat dunia. :P

Yahh.. tetep aja saya pengen punya back up. Buat jaga-jaga aja kalo saya kehilangan blog ini. Siapa tahu suatu saat kelak dotcomnya gak kebayar dan kehapus, kan masih ada duplikatnya, hehe.

Nah, berhubung gaptek kelas kakap, tentunya saya tanya-tanya dong ama korban hacker gimana cara bikin back up. Dan…. berhasil!!!!

Saya bikin akun baru di wordpress, yang saat ini disetting private, dan emang bener kata JC, saya malah sibuk milih-milih themes yang lucu-lucu :P dan akhirnya pusing sendiri, dan akhirnya ah biarin ajalah themesnya sementara yang default itu aja :P

Jadi ini mau cerita apa, ya?

Ya intinya mau pamer sedikit sih, udah punya blog cadangan :P

 

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genit

Akhir-akhir ini saya kurang puas dengan performa *halah* skin care saya. Kayaknya ga ada perubahan. Ga bikin tambah cakep. Kulit muka saya malah berasa makin berminyak dan kusam. Sedih deh. Uhuk. 

Tapi kayaknya salah saya juga sih, soalnya saya paling males pake krim malem segala macam itu. Jadi biasanya pas mandi sore saya cuci muka, pakein toner, udah. Padahal di umur yang makin menua ini mestinya perawatannya makin heboh kali ya? Hihi, dasar… ignorant tapi komplen-komplen :P

Akhirnya saya mencoba browsing sana-sini. Kerjaan minggir dulu. Dan ketemulah ama blog unyu-unyu ini. Maka dengan harapan membuncah bahwa suatu saat kelak kulit wajah ini bakal kinclong bagai wajah artis korea, hidih ngarep banget, saya memesan beberapa sample produk untuk dicoba.

Ngek. Samplenya aja harganya udah lumayan, ya?

Tapi sudahlah, demi kulit wajah bak artis korea!!!

Apa aja yang saya pesan?

Hihi, nantilah saya kasih tau kalo produknya udah nyampe, dan gimana hasilnya setelah saya coba. Apakah akan berhasil, atau gagal total? :)

 

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Books To Read: Project 2013

Naaaahh.. I won’t make any list about this year’s resolutions whatsoever.. :P because in the end it’s nothing but list and I tend to forget to do it anyway :p

I just want to make this book-list. This are books I WANT to read through the year. To spark my dull mind. Hope I’ll be smarter by reading those books. Haha!

It’s a big “project” for me, because I don’t have luxury time to read. At home I always busy with si Kunyil and house chores. I can only spare 1-3 hours to read when she’s already sleeping, then I must have my 8-hours-beauty-sleep too.. otherwise I’ll too sleepy to wake up early :(

Well.. my list goes as follow:

  1. Seraphina – Rachel Hartman
  2. Grave Secret – Charlaine Harris
  3. Poison Study – Maria V, Snyder
  4. Divergent Series #3 – Veronica Roth
  5. Lalita – Ayu Utami
  6. The Casual Vacancy – JK Rowling
  7. Requiem – Lauren Oliver
  8. City of Heavenly Fire – Cassandra Clare
  9. The Indigo Spell – Richelle Mead
  10. Clockwork Princess – Cassandra Clare
  11. The Enchantress – Michael Scott
  12. Graceling – Kristin Cashore
  13. Fire – Kristin Cashore
  14. Bitterblue – Kristin Cashore
  15. The Summoning – Kelley Armstrong
  16. The Awakening – Kelley Armstrong
  17. The Reckoning – Kelley Armstrong
  18. Dangerous – Kelley Armstrong
  19. The Name of The Wind – Patrick Rothfuss
  20. The Wise Man’s Fear -  Patrick Rothfuss
  21.  Wither – Lauren DeStefano
  22.  Fever – Lauren DeStefano
  23. The Selection – Kiera Cass
  24. Adrian’s Lost Chapter – Richelle Mead
  25. The Fiery Heart – Richelle Mead
  26. Kiss of Midnight – Lara Adrian
  27. Kiss of Crimson – Lara Adrian
  28. Midnight Awakening – Lara Adrian
  29. Midnight Rising  – Lara Adrian
  30. Veil of Midnight  – Lara Adrian
  31. Ashes of Midnight  – Lara Adrian
  32. Shades of Midnight  – Lara Adrian
  33. Deeper Than Midnight – Lara Adrian
  34. Darker After Midnight – Lara Adrian
  35. A Taste of Midnight – Lara Adrian
  36. Taken By Midnight – Lara Adrian
  37. Edge of Dawn – Lara Adrian
  38. Dead Silence – Kimberly Derting
  39. The Body Finder – Kimberly Derting
  40. Desires of The Dead – Kimberly Derting
  41. Last Echo – Kimberly Derting
  42. Blue Bloods – Melissa De La Cruz
  43. Masquerade – Melissa De La Cruz
  44. Revelations – Melissa De La Cruz
  45. The Van Alen Legacy – Melissa De La Cruz
  46. Misguided Angel – Melissa De La Cruz
  47. Bloody Valentine – Melissa De La Cruz
  48. Keys To The Repository – Melissa De La Cruz
  49. Halfway To The Grave – Jeaniene Frost
  50. One Foot in The Grave – Jeaniene Frost
  51. At Grave’s End – Jeaniene Frost
  52. Destined For An Early Grave – Jeaniene Frost
  53. This Side Of The Grave – Jeaniene Frost
  54. Frist Drop Of Crimson – Jeaniene Frost
  55. Eternal Kiss of Darkness – Jeaniene Frost

My choice of books might be weird, but hell since I read for fun and for my sanity, these are what I chose :D I’m done reading Pramoedya’s, Gibran’s, Garcia Marquez, Tolstoy’s and the list goes on and on. So this is my time to read something weird I guess :P

From time to time I will add more books to my list, for sure.

So, what’s your big project?

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menuju 2013

There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he’ll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I’m living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

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a brief note

Duh, sebetulnya saya pengen cerita macem-macem. Mulai dari kelakuan si kunyil yang makin gemesin, her first trip to solo, dan ini itu yang sebenernya ga penting-penting banget sih.. tapi kan kalo ga diposting pastinya bikin saya lupa banyak hal dalam hidup saya.. secara saya baru nyadar kalo saya tuh gampang lupa ama kejadian yang udah lewat. Bayangin aja, saya lupa banyak sekali ama masa-masa waktu remaja *ciyehhh* padahal kan katanya masa remaja tuh masa yang paling indah, tapi kalo ga dipacu lewat album fotom ternyata banyaaaaaak banget yang saya lupa.

Kalo diposting kan bisa saya inget-inget lagi, gitu….

So, ntar deh update lagi.. hihihi.. sungguh postingan yang malesin :P

 

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a very #jleb moment

My daughters deserve a healthy mom and I need the energy to keep up with them and my demanding jobs. As a mom with a very minimum support at home, I cannot afford to be sick. So being fit and healthy is the only option. By Slesta

And what have I done lately??

  • ga pernah olahraga. sit up? apa itu sit up?
  • sering minum manis, apalagi kalo pake es batu bisa abis bergelas-gelas dalam sehari
  • sering tidur malem. biasanya gara-gara main game ato baca ebook
  • kadang skip sarapan, atau makan seadanya
  • cuek aja makan gorengan, yang berlemak, yang gurih, mostly anything yang enak-enak masuk ke perut
  • tapi jarang makan sayur
  • juga jarang makan buah. hello kulit kering!

No wonder setiap bangun pagi yang kerasa bukannya seger, malah pegel-pegel :(

My daughter needs a healthier mom too!