i would be good

Ada suatu masa, entah berapa tahun lalu, saya selalu terisak-isak mendengar ini

that I would be good even if I did nothing
that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be grand if I was not all knowing

that I would be loved even when I numb myself
that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
that I would be loved even when I was fuming
that I would be good even if I was clingy

that I would be good even if I lost sanity
that I would be good
whether with or without you

Dan kali ini , detik ini, saya dihantam gelombang perasaan yang sama. Untuk menghibur diri sepertinya saya ingin menepuk dada dan bicara pada diri sendiri: “Aaall iz well… Aaall iz well… Aaall iz well…”

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